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FICKLE EULOGY

★★★

Circle and Star Theatre

FICKLE EULOGY

Circle and Star Theatre

★★★

“a jack of all trades, struggling to fully realise the richness of the themes it taps on”

Art reckoning with the covid-19 pandemic is still emerging, rather than established, with many of us only beginning to process its impact from a distance. Fickle Eulogy steps into this uncertain space, attempting to navigate a fresh, complicated loss, and understand who or what is responsible for it.

Ann is pacing the kitchen rehearsing her mother’s eulogy, panic bleeding through her pauses as she straightens her outfit and worries when to take the cheesecake out of the fridge. In an hour, family and friends will arrive ready to celebrate her mother’s birthday, as requested, instead of a funeral. An Alexa device chips in with warnings of “negative language” and a charged tone, sending Ann back and forth in her ruminations as she scrambles for the perfect tribute.

It’s a compelling and emotional set-up, but one with a deliberate stop-start rhythm, thanks to Alexa’s interruptions. These in-scene resets do allow for some moments of sharp character work, exploring themes and anxieties Ann has about her mother’s death. A chirpy meditation practitioner and a gun-loving American are brash and cartoonish, effectively spotlighting the absurdity of pandemic-era discourse and the blurred lines between holistic and pharmaceutical health. Online misinformation becomes an uncanny and cabaret performer, whispering mistruths and hatred to a rapt audience. These moments were bold and ambitious, but too fleeting to sustain momentum, disappearing just as they began to really intrigue.

As the creator and sole performer, Nikol Kollars brings a commanding stage presence, amped up by Javier Galitó-Cava’s direction. Her versatility is proven through her vocal talent, and the adoption of strange and heightened characters, where she’s able to find a balance between embodying the forces to blame for her mothers’ death and mocking them. Lighting and sound design from Koa Salazar, alongside original music from Frederic Wort, helped ground the piece and provide a sense of resolution. The stage was set for a reckoning of the power of technology against human life, but the Alexa sits on it relatively unchallenged. It practically hums with untapped possibility. Similarly, gnarly topics like conspiracy thinking and the responsibility we owe elders are skimmed over without really delving in.

For all its ambition, Fickle Eulogy becomes a jack of all trades, struggling to fully realise the richness of the themes it taps on. It does land on a moving final note, with Hawaiian song bringing a nostalgic emotional clarity to Ann’s pre-party jitters. Ultimately, it’s a production which accurately mirrors the fragmentation of pandemic grief, but perhaps a little too closely, leaving us scattered and searching for a spark.



FICKLE EULOGY

Circle and Star Theatre

Reviewed on 7th April 2026

by Jessica Hayes

Photography by Mattia Sedda


 

 

 

 

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★★★

Hope Theatre

FICKLE EULOGY

Hope Theatre

★★★

“has huge potential and heart”

We’re still feeling the consequences of the COVID-19 pandemic, perhaps those who lost loved ones most of all. But how do we honour someone whose choices contributed to their death? ‘Fickle Eulogy’ tackles this complicated beast with great potential, if in need of a little more polish.

Ann is grieving the potentially preventable loss of her mother to COVID-19. As she writes and rewrites a eulogy for the funeral, she struggles to reconcile the truth of a complicated person and time with the tactfulness of a eulogy, becoming wildly derailed by her own complex emotions. Based on true events, the ending pulls off a fitting memorial with gut wrenching honesty.

A one-woman show written and performed by Nikol Kollars, Fickle Eulogy is cleverly crafted and emotionally intense, encapsulating the complex nature of grief. It masterfully heightens the emotional tension in unexpected ways, such counterpointing the unravelling protagonist against a laconic and monotone Alexa. This both lightens and grounds Ann’s raging emotional tornado and introduces deeper elements such as the sense of surveillance which accompanies eulogies and intruding reminders of lost time. It is also funny and witty before delivering a devastating final gut punch (one audience member wept as they left).

It’s such a personal work that I find it hard to be critical. However, a few things currently curb its potential. I get Ann’s mind is literally doing somersaults, but the sudden jumping between topic and tone can be a little jarring. It does well to cover a host of themes, such as disinformation, racism, and distrust of big pharma, rife in the USA at the time. However, it’s working harder to land with a UK audience which could perhaps be remedied by fleshing a couple of themes out. The timing of the piece is interesting – why now? Of course, grief doesn’t just disappear and the pandemic’s impact is still being felt, but it feels like a time capsule to the past despite its futuristic spin – though I admit introducing the ‘now’ would be challenging in its current format.

Kollars gives an earnest and urgent one-woman performance as Ann, shifting rapidly between a kaleidoscope of emotions. The most impressive moment is when Ann finally finds peace, conveying a deep inner calm and expertly resolving the previous intensity. That said, you could tell it was opening night with some fumbling for lines, a few pauses here and there, and a little less distinction between emotional tones than I was hoping for. Though all of this will be remedied with time and I expect later performances will be gripping when the work finds its stride.

Javier Galito-Cava’s direction brings out a deeply heartfelt performance with humour, grit and intensity, capturing the essence of an uneasy mind and the peace it eventually finds. Galito-Cava brings a small black box theatre completely to life through colourful (both figurative and literal) use of space and props. Who knew Yorick’s skull could be so wordlessly funny? Detracting a little is perhaps the number of props used, sometimes necessitating a quick clean up. This feels a little cluttered, though does effectively symbolise the fullness of Ann’s mind.

Koa Salazar’s tech design is brilliantly impactful. The lighting has some fantastic transitions and contrasts, effectively conveying emotional shifts of all sizes. I love the inventive use of hidden lights in the otherwise black space at times. The sound design is impressive, with Alexa and a range of other sound effects never missing a beat. The semi-symbolic costumes evoke different moods with flair.

Opening night jitters aside, Fickle Eulogy has huge potential and heart. It will be a force to be reckoned with once it finds its stride, and I recommend anyone looking for theatre they can connect with deeply to see it. Bring tissues!



FICKLE EULOGY

Hope Theatre

Reviewed on 16th August 2025

by Hannah Bothelton

 

 

 

 

 

 

Previously reviewed at this venue:

855-FOR-TRUTH | ★★★ | February 2025
ROSIE’S BRAIN | ★★★★ | February 2025
PORT CITY SIGNATURE | ★★★½ | October 2024
THE LEAST WE COULD DO | ★★★★★ | October 2023
MIND FULL | ★★★ | March 2023
HEN | ★★★ | June 2022
100 PAINTINGS | ★★ | May 2022
FEVER PITCH | ★★★★ | September 2021

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